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idk i mean
if u7 still wanna be in touch w/ me hmu ill still check my messages after about two days
also tomorrows my birthday
and im feeling like fucking shit
i hate everything now and im so unhappy
also gonna leave thsi account sooner or later
ghh
see
the thing is
im not talented
so its hard
its hard for me to draw
i literally had to teach myself to draw and im pretty proud of how fucking far i got like wow
but i mean
it is really hard
it is super hard to get this totally great end result
that 100% of the time i feel like puking at myself in at least one point in time
most of the time i wanna puke multiple times
its super difficult and i wish i was talented but im not
but this is the farthest ive ever got in anything that ive ever done and now i guess i can only go back down
i wanna continue arting but it doesnt seem like thats the path for me man
and my happy has been very none
school broke my art
i swear to god it did
i know i wasnt really arty before shool but i mean
now i cant draw on my tablett at all
when i try i end up wanting to cry beause i just cant anymore
i have two unfinished things saved on my computer
and another thing that i want to do but i didnt save because i got so absolutely fuking nowhere in it i didnt even bother
and its just been downhill
like ive been feeling neglected too
and super sad that i cant art for my fucking life anymore
and im starting to like myself less and less
whicH is a sUPER bAD THIng
like i want to art
i just cant
and i try to get inspired
i just cant
i cant even get inspired anymore i
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