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idk i mean

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if u7  still wanna be in touch w/ me hmu ill still check my messages after about two days

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actually

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SiennaSiucune
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and im feeling like fucking shit

i hate everything now and im so unhappy


also gonna leave thsi account sooner or later



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ghh

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see
the thing is
im not talented

so its hard
its hard for me to draw

i literally had to teach myself to draw and im pretty proud of how fucking far i got like wow

but i mean

it is really hard

it is super hard to get this totally great end result
that 100% of the time i feel like puking at myself in at least one point in time
most of the time i wanna puke multiple times

its super difficult and i wish i was talented but im not

but this is the farthest ive ever got in anything that ive ever done and now i guess i can only go back down
i wanna continue arting but it doesnt seem like thats the path for me man
and my happy has been very nonexistant lately because of this

i hope i can still art



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i swear to god it did

i know i wasnt really arty before shool but i mean

now i cant draw on my tablett  at all

when i try i end up wanting to cry beause i just cant anymore
i have two unfinished things saved on my computer
and another thing that i want to do but i didnt save because i got so absolutely fuking nowhere in it i didnt even bother

and its just been downhill

like ive been feeling neglected too
and super sad that i cant art for my fucking life anymore
and im starting to like myself less and less

whicH is a sUPER bAD THIng

like i want to art
i just cant
and i try to get inspired
i just cant

i cant even get inspired anymore i havent gotten even the tiniest bit inspired in like a month+

and im starting to hate myself i just feel really neglected ugh



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✔ Mentally married to Link

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